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Stupid or Naive? |
Sunday, August 14, 2005 |
Untuk yang ke sekian kalinya, aku bermasalah dengan satu orang yang sama. Permasalahannya pun nggak jauh-jauh dari ketidakpekaan aku dengan keadaan. Entah kenapa, bukannya "membantu"... I ended up creating another problem! Not just that... I also (succesfully) made the person upset =(
Don't get me wrong. I didn't blame anyone (but myself) for what happened. I wasn't angry at anyone either. I was (and still am) simply mad at myself!! How could I be so ignorant (again) of other's condition? Padahal, hal ini udah sering jadi bahasan hangat antara aku dengan orang yang bersangkutan.
Aku jadi bingung aja... Kenapa aku bisa kayaq gini sich??!! Mengulang kesalahan yang sama berkali-kali. I'm pretty damn amazed that the person still kindly and patiently forgave me. Aku sampe speechless dan nggak tahu lagi harus ngomong apa.
I'm just totally dissapointed at myself. I always consider myself as the kind of person who always try to learn from mistakes, but how come I ended up doing the same mistakes over and over?? Am I that stupid or just plainly naive?? |
posted by true blue @ 11:19 |
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